Help me

I am just sitting here. Alone with these thoughts again in my head. I can’t believe that this is happening to me. I swear I feel like I’m drowning in my soul. Do you hear me now? I promise you will reap what you sew!

I’m screaming let me out!

How much longer should I scream

and shout? Is this who you’ve become?

Do I leave now? Are we done?

No I, I can’t see the sunlight!

No oh oh. I’m afraid I’ll loose this fight.

Help me from myself

Help me from this hell

I can’t do this anymore

Mentally I’ve walked out the door!

Can you blame me?

After all you’ve done!

Oh my darkness

Rising up again

Hello there darkness

My only friend

I dance with my demons

under moonlight

Fighting this war

against myself is a hard fucking fight!

No i can’t see the sunlight! No oh.

In afraid I’ll loose this fight!

Save me from myself

Save me from this hell

God. Help me . Cus I don’t wana die