[Verse 1]
I kept my name in my pocket
kept my tears in a jar
Kept a lock on the door frame
kept a scar in the dark
You said “stay small, stay quiet”
I said “watch me move”
I learned the hard way, baby
every bruise got proof
[Pre-Chorus]
If I shake, I shake loose
If I bend, I bend true
Every wrong turn, every cut
made a map I could use
And the night keeps folding
like a shirt in my hand
I was buried in the doubt
now I finally stand
[Chorus]
If I fall I fall forward
(if I fall I fall forward)
If I break I break clean
(if I break I break clean)
What I hid in the dark
still belongs to me
And the path keeps opening
where my fear used to be
I am not lost anymore
(I am not lost anymore)
I'm finding me
I'm finding me
[Verse 2]
I wore a hard face to dinner
smiled through the whole room
Had a storm in my chest
and a spark in my shoes
Now I step like a doorway
now I speak like a key
Every piece I gave away
came back strong in me
[Pre-Chorus]
If I shake, I shake loose
If I bend, I bend true
Every wrong turn, every cut
made a map I could use
And the night keeps folding
like a shirt in my hand
I was buried in the doubt
now I finally stand
[Chorus]
If I fall I fall forward
(if I fall I fall forward)
If I break I break clean
(if I break I break clean)
What I hid in the dark
still belongs to me
And the path keeps opening
where my fear used to be
I am not lost anymore
(I am not lost anymore)
I'm finding me
I'm finding me
[Bridge]
Let the floor shake
let the old skin go
I was built from the cracks
and I want you to know
I don't beg the mirror
for a softer face
I wear every hard thing
like a map of grace
[Final Chorus]
If I fall I fall forward
(if I fall I fall forward)
If I break I break clean
(if I break I break clean)
What I hid in the dark
still belongs to me
And the path keeps opening
where my fear used to be
I am not lost anymore
(I am not lost anymore)
I'm finding me
I'm finding me