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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I dimmed my glow to fit his shade
Said “it’s okay” while my hands still shook
Laughing it off as I fell apart
Calling it love when it felt like luck
[Pre-Chorus]
But I remember dancing in my bedroom
Singing to the mirror just for fun
I was already someone
Someone
Before he ever called me “the one”
[Chorus]
I won’t abandon myself
I was whole before him
I need honesty and consistency
Not a halfway man
My heart
My plans
My boundaries
My quiet
My peace
My sanity
I won’t abandon myself
(I matter, I matter to me)
[Verse 2]
I used to beg for tiny scraps
“Sorry
Been busy
” then weeks of blur
Checking my phone like it held the sky
Forgetting I was brighter than his lies
[Pre-Chorus]
Now I’m turning all the lights back on
Talking to my friends I left on read
Learning how to trust my own reflection
Not the stories living in his head
[Chorus]
I won’t abandon myself
I was whole before him
I need honesty and consistency
Not a halfway man
My heart
My plans
My boundaries
My quiet
My peace
My sanity
I won’t abandon myself
(I matter, I matter to me)
[Bridge]
If you can’t show up
Don’t say you will
If you can’t be kind
Just leave me still
I choose my truth
I choose my space
I choose my name over your face (hey)
[Chorus]
I won’t abandon myself
I was whole before him
I need honesty and consistency
Not a halfway man
My feelings
My time
My energy
My calm
My body
My dignity
I won’t abandon myself
(I matter, I matter to me)
I won’t abandon myself
I was whole before him
I need honesty and consistency
Not a halfway man
Details
GeneratedFeb 23, 2026
Duration2:36
LanguageEnglish
Style
Ballad pop, k-pop similar to spice girl Too Much
Credits
Prompt by
AshelymyLove
AshelymyLoveModelAria v5
