All alone without you

I feel all alone without you guys by my side when we're across the world from one another I hate that I'm not there to enjoy the biggest moments in your guys lives I feel like I'm being forgotten and it hurts like hell I'm not there making you guys smile But I'll always love you guys despite being forgotten because you guys will always be my family that's why I hide my pain from you so you can finally get happiness after all the hell we went through growing up together despite me feeling left out of everything and hated by you all but you are all still my family