[Verse 1]
I woke up mean again
Hands on the sink, eyes like rain
Black shirt, split seam
Same old ghost in my brain
You said, "Are you okay?"
I laughed like I knew the way
But I been pacing these walls
Like a dog at the gate
[Pre-Chorus]
I bite down hard
On the words I don't say
My chest got scars
From the nights I gave away
[Chorus]
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Say my name
Then stay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Hold this pain
Don't fade
(I'm not okay)
(I'm not okay)
[Verse 2]
Basement air, burnt out
My pulse got a loaded sound
I keep my face real still
While the whole room spins around
You want the truth? Here it is:
I been sick of this hollow skin
I wear my shame like a crown
Then I tear it off again
[Pre-Chorus]
I bite down hard
On the words I don't say
My chest got scars
From the nights I gave away
[Chorus]
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Say my name
Then stay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Hold this pain
Don't fade
(I'm not okay)
(I'm not okay)
[Bridge]
If I break, don't look away
If I shake, don't walk away
I'm still here in the wreck I made
Still here, still here, still afraid
[Final Chorus]
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Say my name
Then stay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Hold this pain
Don't fade
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
If you know me
Then stay
(I'm not okay)
(I'm not okay)