[Verse 1]
I walked the long way home
Past your old bus stop
Every crack in the sidewalk
Spelling out what I lost
I counted cars
Not hours
Kept my headphones loud
'Cause staying in that quiet room
Was like shouting at a crowd
[Chorus]
If I had it all
I’d trade it for one more minute
One more stupid little fight
Just to hear your voice in it
If I had it all
I’d burn it to feel you call
But sometimes grief don’t fall
Don’t fall
It just walks beside me
Like I had it all
[Verse 2]
Your jacket on my chair
Still holds your shape
I make my bed at midnight
Then leave before I’m awake
No breakdown
No siren
No cinematic rain
Just coffee rings and unpaid bills
And oxygen and pain
[Chorus]
If I had it all
I’d trade it for one more minute
One more stupid little fight
Just to hear your voice in it
If I had it all
I’d burn it to feel you call
But sometimes grief don’t fall
Don’t fall
It just walks beside me
Like I had it all
[Bridge]
Everyone says time will fix it (will it?)
Like a tire
Like a watch
Like a wall
But this isn’t broken
It’s missing
And missing doesn’t mend at all
[Chorus]
If I had it all
I’d trade it for one more minute
Say the words I never said
Let you hear my heart admit it
If I had it all
I’d give in
I’d let it stall
But sometimes grief don’t fall
Don’t fall
It just keeps on walking
Like I had it all