[Intro – choir fading into static]
“Kyrie eleison…
Christe eleison…”*
Whispers curl like smoke in my skull
There’s no voice left — just the echo of pull
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[Verse 1 – slow, icy beat with droning synths]
I walked through fire, begged through the cold
Shattered in mirrors, did what I was told
You said let go — I listened too well
Now I’m just a whisper in my own shell
No screams left, not even decay
My thoughts are graveyards I visit each day
Don’t ask me to fight, I buried the blade
Carved “sorry” in silence, then watched it fade
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[Pre-Chorus – spoken, layered with distorted backing vocals]
I was never meant to make it home
The stars forgot my name long ago
Don't reach for me, I’m not yours to save
I gave up the sky, embraced the grave
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[Chorus – explosive instrumentation, choir in background]
Just let me go — this is not a phase
This is a soul lost inside a blaze
Don’t light candles, don’t sing songs
I’ve been dead inside for far too long
Just let me go — no white wings, no grace
I’m not the hero, just empty space
This is the echo of a boy who fell
From heaven’s gate to a self-made hell
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[Verse 2 – slower, stripped back, heartbeat drum]
I wore smiles like masks, stitched on with fear
They cheered while I bled from ear to ear
Therapy said I was “doing fine”
But I spoke in code and crossed the line
I don’t want pity, don’t say you care
You vanished when I needed you there
The bottle’s empty, the mirror’s cracked
Even my shadow won’t come back
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[Bridge – gothic organ swell, ghostly harmony]
What’s one more ghost in a world so numb?
What’s one more breath when you feel like none?
I used to cry — now I just collapse
Swallowed by silence, choking on relapse
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[Chorus – even more raw, drums heavy, choir louder]
Just let me go — don’t fake your pain
You let me rot out in the rain
Don’t carve my name on any stone
I died long before I was alone
Just let me go — the flame burned out
The scream became a hollow shout
You prayed too late, now I’m not here
Only the void and what I feared
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[Outro – whisper, choir fades into static]
"If anyone asks…
Say I found peace."
But we both know—
I never did.
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