[humming] [Verse 1] Lemme sit down, turn off my frown, Four EPs out, yeah they were me, but not now Faith over fear, I preach it loud, then I fall Hypocrite prayers bouncing off the wall Need a miracle, but I keep testing grace Say I won’t sin, then I’m back in the same place I told fear “no rematch,” made him tap, heard the bell Next night he called me out, now I’m flat on the mat again, hell I’m not immune, I’m insecure Mind racing fast, I don’t feel pure Overwhelmed, overthinking every breath Thinking “what if I quit caring?” pour a drink, bury the stress [Pre-Chorus] Running in circles, I’m tired, I know If you don’t like this side, there’s the door I’m not whining, I’m blessed, still tired I’m just saying the quiet parts out loud [Chorus] Do I mean something? I feel like nothing Still get up, still keep it running I can sleep, yeah, I can breathe I just don’t know if I wanna leave Heart on my sleeve, I try to believe Hopeful days, then back to weak I don’t quit, but I don’t win I’m learning to live — right here, right in [Verse 2] Adopted at birth, yeah, better off here Not a shot at her, she was eighteen, scared Divorce hit young, broke the frame But it added more people calling my name Funny how pain rearranges the room Bad things fade, good things bloom I tell myself “I’m doing fine” Even when I’m forcing smiles just to pass the time I forgot what it meant to put myself out Got lost in the numbers, words lost their weight somehow This is me — no hook, no disguise Just thoughts piling up under tired eyes [Pre-Chorus] Seasonal shadows knocking again Suicidal thoughts but I don’t let them in Relationship fear, cutting people off I hold the knife, then set it down, then pick it back up, it’s rough [Chorus] Do I mean something? I feel like nothing Still get up, still keep it running I can sleep, yeah, I can breathe I just don’t know if I wanna leave Heart on my sleeve, I try to believe Hopeful days, then back to weak I don’t quit, but I don’t win I’m learning to live — right here, right in [Bridge (Spoken / Half-Sung)] I’m not healed. I’m not broken enough to stop. I do my routine so I don’t disappear. That has to count for something… right? [Final Chorus / Outro] Do I mean something? Maybe not today But I showed up — that’s something, okay I can sleep, I can breathe Even if I don’t know if I wanna be Heart on my sleeve, still here, still me Hopeful, Home Again, Learning to Live — slowly No finale, no perfect scene Just me staying — quietly

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