What’s Wrong With Me, God?

[Verse 1]
I look around, the world’s alive tonight
Laughter and lights, everything feels so right
People with their friends, smiling like they belong
And I’m on the outside, everything feels wrong
I try to talk, but my words feel flat
Every smile they give me is polite, no more than that
Girls laughing with the boys, sparks in the air
And I stand here wondering if they even care

[Chorus 1]
What’s wrong with me, God? Tell me I’m not blind
I’m searching for a place, but it’s like I can’t find
Why am I the weird one, the one who’s always apart?
I’m not choosing this, I’m just carrying my heart
What’s wrong with me, God? What am I supposed to be?
A stranger in my own skin, just trying to be free

[Verse 2]
I drive the streets where the neon lights glow
Hoping for someone who might even know
That inside this quiet, there’s a storm that rages
A heart that’s screaming behind locked doors and cages
I see them together, smiling, having fun
And I wonder if I’m cursed, or just the lonely one
I try to fit, I try to blend
But every attempt feels like it’s the end

[Chorus 2]
What’s wrong with me, God? Tell me I’m not blind
I’m searching for a place, but it’s like I can’t find
Why am I the weird one, the one who’s always apart?
I’m not choosing this, I’m just carrying my heart
What’s wrong with me, God? What am I supposed to be?
A stranger in my own skin, just trying to be free

[Verse 3]
I watch the laughter from a corner seat
Every joke they share feels like a repeat
I want to join in, I want to belong
But I’m dancing alone to a broken song
Sometimes I wonder if it’s me or the world
Or just the way fate left my heart unfurled
I’m tired of pretending, tired of trying
Tired of seeing happiness while I keep sighing

[Chorus 3]
What’s wrong with me, God? Tell me I’m not blind
I’m searching for a place, but it’s like I can’t find
Why am I the weird one, the one who’s always apart?
I’m not choosing this, I’m just carrying my heart
What’s wrong with me, God? What am I supposed to be?
A stranger in my own skin, just trying to be free

[Bridge / Verse 4]
Maybe someday I’ll meet someone who sees
Past the awkward words, the uneasy pleas
Maybe someday I’ll find my song
A place where I finally belong
Until that day, I walk alone
Through empty streets, through the unknown
I’m learning slowly that it’s alright
To be me, even in the quiet night

[Final Chorus / Outro]
What’s wrong with me, God? Tell me I’m not blind
I’m searching for a place, but it’s like I can’t find
Why am I the weird one, the one who’s always apart?
I’m not choosing this, I’m just carrying my heart
What’s wrong with me, God? What am I supposed to be?
A stranger in my own skin, just trying to be free

Red Dirt country heartbreak, self-reflection, feeling out of place, searching for belonging, confessional, raw emotion