[Verse 1]
God calls you free but your habits call you an addict
You wear your chains like a locket, say you’re fine but you’re static
He calls you chosen, but you still feel left out
Sitting in a crowd and drowning in doubt
[Bridge]
Sometimes I’m running toward the wrong thing
Sometimes it’s chasing me back
Can’t tell if I’m scared of the future
Or just haunted by my past
[Chorus]
Maybe I’m running from holy
Blaming the pain for what’s killing me slowly
Trading my peace for a moment of pity
Losing my joy in a world that’s so pretty
And God’s whispering, “Stay,” but I’m already gone
He’s calling me chosen, and I keep moving on
[Verse 2]
Maybe I’m scared of the quiet, so I fill it with noise
Scroll till I’m numb, just to drown out His voice
You think you’re chasing your purpose, but it’s really your fear
Running from your reflection every time it gets clear
[Bridge]
Sometimes I think I’m searching for wisdom
But I only find my own thoughts instead
He speaks through the chaos and silence
But I keep living in my head
[Chorus]
Maybe I’m running from holy
Blaming the pain for what’s killing me slowly
Trading my peace for a moment of pity
Losing my joy in a world that’s so pretty
And God’s whispering, “Stay,” but I’m already gone
He’s calling me chosen, and I keep moving on
[Bridge]
God speaks through instructions, impressions, interruptions
But I talk over Him like I know the directions
He can calm the storms, or create the storms
Guess it depends where I am when they form
[final bridge]
Do I fall into His thoughts, or do I fall apart?
Do I let Him in my chaos, or just guard my heart?
I need a God thought, not a me thought
‘Cause mine only tear me apart
[Final Chorus]
I’ve been running from holy
Blaming the pain for what’s killing me slowly
Trading my faith for familiar feelings
Breaking my heart just to say that I’m healing
And God’s still whispering, “Stay,” like He never moved on
He calls me forgiven, even when I’m gone
[Outro]
God calls me free… but I’m still breaking the habit
Maybe someday, I’ll believe that I have it
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