Raised)
[Verse 1]
I was paranoid, nervous, heart full of pressure
Loved you like a sister, your bro like my treasure
We was chillin’ every day, vibe on full measure
‘Til you moved to the north, now it’s pain I remember
They said we was trippin’, caught up in lies
Interviews twisted, new man in disguise
Brainwashed the crew, now it’s war in my eyes
I’m holdin’ it down, but I’m hurtin’ inside
[Hook]
From the South to the North, yeah, the loyalty flipped
Tried to save your brother from the life, from the grip
I got plans in motion, tryna build with a clip
Now I’m writing my truth, every verse that I spit
[Verse 2]
I was cool with your sister, said she made it, graduated
Told her I’d send flowers, show love, celebrated
Now she throwin’ up signs, got her future debated
Messin’ with a hoodlum, now her path’s gettin’ faded
Better man up, ‘fore you get stepped on quick
Streets don’t love nobody, they’ll flip like a switch
I tried to keep it real, now I’m speakin’ in scripts
Turn the pain to a plan, now I’m back with a grip
[Verse 3]
You was hatin’ on me, ‘cause I’m Southside raised
Bumpin’ King Lil G, in that L.A. phase
I’m from the streets where the struggle don’t fade
You was born in the desert, now you throwin’ on a fake
You and your sister never knew Cali heat
Never walked them blocks, never ran them streets
Raised in AZ, but talk like you deep
You ain’t a native, you just playin’ for the feed
[Verse 4]
I grew up in the IE, but the South in my soul
King Lil G on repeat, that’s the way that I roll
You clownin’ me for it, like I ain’t got a goal
But I walk how I talk, never sellin’ my role
It’s funny though—your sister used to hit my line
Every hour on the hour, like she thought she was mine
Not my real girl, but she stayed on time
Then you both started trippin’, tryin’ to throw off my grind
[Verse 5]
And I can’t lie, yeah, I used to love your sister
Even when she switched up, still I kinda miss her
I think she loved me too, but the drama got thicker
Now it’s silence between us, and the pain hit quicker
Had the time, had the chance, could’ve been something real
Now it’s late-night thoughts and a heart I conceal
I just keep it movin’, I ain’t beggin’ to feel
Put the truth in the beat, now I’m spittin’ to heal
[Verse 6]
It was 2022, you hit me up again
We ain’t spoke in two years, now you checkin’ in
Your sister asked me how I’ve been, eyes holdin’ tears
Said her homie passed away, pain heavy through the years
I had nothing to say, ’cause I was hurtin’ too
Still battling the loss of the one I thought was true
Faded into darkness, no one helped me through
Every night was a war, I ain’t know what to do
Three years later, I reached back out
Felt bad inside, just needed that route
We talked for a minute, yeah the vibe felt calm
’Til your man got jealous, blocked me with his palm
I was just checkin’ in, sendin’ love your way
Heard you had a kid now, hope you blessed every day
Never had no hate, just a wish for your peace
You ain’t had to ask tw