I’m starting out on my own and I don’t even have a plan. But I just wanna be alone and I couldn’t really give a damn. gotta get out this place,inma lose my mind. Gotta be myself and hope for what I’ve yet to find.
Yeah my mindset was twisted, I thought the world was all a joke.
like the only thing that mattered was who drank and who smoked.
I never made an effort to deal with the real problems.
Dug myself a bigger grave and thought I could never solve em.
Kept looking for proof the crazy world would quiet down.
Just gotta keep my head above water, and my chin up in the clouds.
I’m starting out on my own and I don’t even have a plan. But I just wanna be alone and I couldn’t really give a damn. I gotta get out this place,before I lose my mind. Gotta be myself and hope for what I’ve yet to find.
Had to leave my home, ain’t really sure where I’ll land.
Finally feeling freedom,out the chokehold of Uncle Sam.
My family, my friends, had to leave em in the past.
Chose the all in option on my life and now I’m rolling In the cash.
Spent my whole life living in the same town.
Thought I was familiar with the ocean so was no way I could drown.
Looking in the mirror and all I saw was a clown.
A shadow of a man who could no longer be proud.
But now I’m on the come up , same life new morals.
Feeling so great it’s like the worlds the barrier reef and I’m the coral.
Im finally part of a community and I can make a real change.
My road to self salvation is no longer out of range.
The skies have opened up and the noise has finally lowered down.
Because we kept our head above water and our chin up in the clouds.
I started out on my own and I didn’t even have a plan. I didn’t wanna be alone but I didn’t really understand. I had to get outta that place,before I lost my mind. Had to be myself and pray for what I’d yet to find.