Blood money

Late nights, cold sheets, your side still empty

Got the cash stacked high but it don’t feel like plenty

Diamonds on my neck, but they cut like truth

Every dollar got a stain, yeah, it came from you

I remember when we had nothing but time

Now I’m rich in the bank but I’m losing my mind

You said love don’t cost, but I paid that fee

Now every single win feels like a loss to me

I traded us for a life I can’t undo

Now these bills don’t heal what I put you through

This blood money, yeah it’s dripping from my hands

All this gold but I don’t understand

Why it hurts when I count it all alone

Built a kingdom but I lost my home

This blood money, yeah it’s heavy on my soul

Every dollar took a piece I can’t control

Now I’d burn it all just to hear you say

You still love me, you still feel the same

Fast cars, bright lights, but it’s all a blur

Every face I see, I’m just searching for her

They say I made it big, yeah I reached the top

But the higher I go, the harder I drop

You were worth more than the checks I chased

Now I’m staring at the mirror, I can’t face my face

All these deals got me tied in chains

Signed away love just to sign my name

I sold my heart for a dream that lied

Now I’m drowning in the tears I hide

This blood money, yeah it’s dripping from my hands

All this gold but I don’t understand

Why it hurts when I count it all alone

Built a kingdom but I lost my home

This blood money, yeah it’s heavy on my soul

Every dollar took a piece I can’t control

Now I’d burn it all just to hear you say

You still love me, you still feel the same

If I could go back, I’d choose you instead

All the words I never said stuck in my head

What’s the point of winning if I lose your touch

I got everything… but it ain’t enough

So take this blood money, I don’t want the fame

If it means I never hear you call my name

I’d give it all, every dollar I made

Just to have you… just to have you stay