Our minds are made from dust
From a drop of water and that of love
The gods drink of the wine that flows in our flesh , our tears salt their tasteless food
So how do i cope with this life when i dont believe in the next.
[Violin Solo]
[Chorus]
And how do i talk when i cant sing
How do you expect me to smile when I cant eat
How do you think i see if you believe i can't cry, How do i run when i cant walk
So how do i cope with this life that's all a lie
[Verse]
Do you expect me to magically sing as i break down and cry each day that you are gone
Or write a book out of a gush of wind i know not his origin
As you put my hopes down and lift your's up then still expect me to perform my best
Im nothing like you , im not a god nor am i perfect( straight to the core )
I was told about your kind
I was warned from where i crawled
I was told that you speak no more than bullets and guns
And that you prey on the innocent ones
Ive tried to be good an fit in like you want me to
But all you've done is ruin my life
You've made a villain out of me
With the insults that you prepared from your own mouths
How a fool i was to ever think you were different
Even when i was told more than once
I was a fool to ever call you my own
A people filled with nothing but greed
How a fool you were to let me in
A villain with potentiel to destroy your fields
Now worship me in the ground my people once dug
As a thank you i give you my word
I will let you live if you feed me your blood
I was told afterall im the worst person there's ever been
[Chorus]
[Violin Solo]
I cry out not because im lonely
Nor because im hurt from the endless longing
Longing for a love or a deadly romancing
Longing for a life or an endless happiness
Plenty and merrier , joyful and jollier
Ill make the worst choices out of my right mind
and sense of reasoning
Because i wish to hurt myself without ever wanting to
Just to know what it feels and see if i could conseal
my emptiness into the scars i give myself
Its not out of my right mind but it is out of my live conscious
Its just me testing my barriers and jumping my limits
Its also me creating my limits and surpressing myself
Because i fear though i know what i seek i cant findeth
Not in my flawed natured nor my human mind
This is how i express my inner child
How i bring to light my teenagehood
Crying for acceptance , si juste personne peut me comprendre
Mais alas , je reste seul en cette vide que je crée
Car je cherche ça que je peux pas trouvé
Je me blessé juste pour me guérir
Après la guerre d'amour qui résulte en la mort
[Violin Solo]
[Chorus]
Scars and blisters filled my face
Flames arose from a hell I hadnt thought of yet
The pain silenced but the death did not
A stub a cry and then im gone
After crushing my soul like a withered rose
Expect me to arise like an ancient throne
But what if im not strong like all the rest
What if im not , what you expect me to be
How do i cope up , you're too perfect for me