Hope You Come Up Missing

Anything once lost in life can be found again except for time Lost Time playing over and over in my mind like an old broken VHS recorder stuck on rewind, I hope you come up missing..yeah I hope you come up missing me, change is inevitable, you changed me into the dead body man, got me flying around...kamikaze... crashing and burning.. God damn the dead body man I am, call me Bill Bixby, The Incredible Hulk I am .yeah I hope you come up missing me, love is extinguishable.. love is a facade.. Touch and Go.. all the time you call I feel trapped again.. I feel it happening again.. I feel triggered again.. lies and alibis.. window opened up for another Captain Save A Hoe you was my kryptonite had me a million miles high kamikaze Kryptonite it's not just in my head somewhere we took a wrong turn crashed and burned I ignored the storms I thought they were the norm you jumped from me to Tom dick Harry and Ted what's left to be said pointing that finger and blaming me for the arms you ran into we went from lovers to enemies never took the time to be friends yeah I hope you come up missing me you said it was all in my head scenarios fiction but it all came out to be realistic the lies and alibis you shot those rounds , ballistic show they are factual now I hope you come up missing yeah I hope you come up missing my you went from marrying me to trying to bury me your lies and deceit broke me but didn't defeat me.. took all I had then when I had nothing you ran to another when they couldn't come through you called me up again just to punch me in the teeth again.. the whole shit show sinking in all the jumping from me to him to them to me again I'm meeting my Reckoning.kamikaze Kryptonite.. here we go again wash rinse and repeat yeah I hope you come up missing me all the look who I'm with tonight of course I love you to Instagram sharing your nudes with other dudes looking for another fuck to run too you slit me up cut me up stabbed my back up stole my trust call me Dr Feel good you had me not feeling good drinking Suicidal Tendencies out of brown liquor bottles I kept it all in bottled up for quite a while.this is my song but I think it was meant for you I hope you come up missing yeah I hope you come up missing me I'm not your fool I was your leaning post your bank your whenever the other men couldn't come through I Was Your Last In Line your Superman kamikaze Kryptonite from time to time I hope you come up missing me all your powers are gone your lies and alibis spoiled I hope you choke to death on that white oil you've been swallowing your of course I love you look who I'm with tonight sold out hope Karma gets to you and punches you in the mouth and you come up missing me, through thick and thin I supported your ass..I iced up and deported your ass out of my life I hope you come up missing me yeah I hope you come up missing I hope you come up missing me