Monsters inside of me

I find it hard to speak out loud with the monsters stuck in my mind.

They're always screaming that they all hate this life.

Everyone says happiness will find you soon

But the sadness will find you too.

Sometimes, I feel like I feel like I can make it through

But the world just keeps passing me by, feeling every breath leave my lungs, wishing this would be my last time.

This world is a big scary place, and I'm struggling to find my sound, I know I have what it takes, but each time, I keep hitting the ground.

How do I break free, from the monsters inside of me, telling me I'm not good enough, I feel so worthless, how do I stop the screaming inside my head. I feel I'm struggling every day, just trying to fit in a world I don't belong in. I'm struggling to be okay.

I finally hit rock bottom. As I lay on my back, I'm just looking up to the sky.

It seems so far away, and now all I can do is cry. I just want to feel normal, but I guess this is life for me.

This world is a big scary place, and I'm struggling to find my sound, I know I have what it takes, but each time, I keep hitting the ground.

How do I break free, from the monsters inside of me, telling me I'm not good enough, I feel so worthless, how do I stop the screaming inside my head. I feel I'm struggling every day, just trying to fit in a world I don't belong in. I'm struggling to be okay.

This world is a big scary place, and I'm struggling to find my sound, I know I have what it takes, but each time, I keep hitting the ground.

How do I break free, from the monsters inside of me, telling me I'm not good enough, I feel so worthless, how do I stop the screaming inside my head. I feel I'm struggling every day, just trying to fit in a world I don't belong in. I'm struggling to be okay.