[Intro]
Yeah…
404
I been runnin’ from myself again, yeah
[Verse 1]
Late nights, can’t sleep, mind racin’
Dark thoughts in my head, I’m facin’
Everybody sayin’ that I’m changin’
But they don’t feel the war that I’m caged in
Fake smiles, I’m breakin’ inside
I wear pain like a mask, I hide
Don’t know who to trust these days
Friends turn fake in a hundred ways
I got scars that no one sees
Drownin’ in my memories
I scream but it echoes back
No love when your heart turns black
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been fallin’ down this hole
Can’t feel my soul no more
If I fade out, would you notice me?
Or would I die in my misery?
[Chorus]
Fadin’ lights, I’m slippin’ through
Demons callin’ — they want somethin’ new
No one’s there when I’m breakin’ down
So I light this blunt just to drown it out
Don’t tell me to smile, I’m tired of pretendin’
My hope died, and I’m done defendin’
I might fall, but I won’t give in
‘Cause even in the dark, I’m still fightin’ to win
[Verse 2]
Look—
All these voices in my head, I’m used to ‘em
Thoughts too loud, I can’t mute ‘em
I’ve been through hell, walked through fire
Still standin’ but I’m so damn tired
People love you ‘til you break
Then they vanish without a trace
I gave too much, now I’m drained
Heart iced out, full of pain
They never saw the tears I cried
Only judged what’s on the outside
But I’m more than what I show
Just a kid with a broken soul
[Bridge]
Every night I pray for peace
But peace don’t ever pray for me
If I go, would they care?
Or just scroll like I’m never there?
[Chorus]
Fadin’ lights, I’m slippin’ through
Demons callin’ — they want somethin’ new
No one’s there when I’m breakin’ down
So I light this blunt just to drown it out
Don’t tell me to smile, I’m tired of pretendin’
My hope died, and I’m done defendin’
I might fall, but I won’t give in
‘Cause even in the dark, I’m still fightin’ to win
[Outro]
Yeah…
404
Still here… still breathin’…
Even when the light’s fadin’
404Leon
