[Verse 1]
I tear the posters off my wall
Still your shadow
On the bare paint
Won’t come down
I scrub your name out of my phone
But my fingers
Know the pattern
On their own
[Chorus]
Hurt me in hologram
You’re everywhere I can’t touch
Reach for your pixel hands
Cutting on the empty rush
I am the almost man
Bleeding in a paper home
You don’t even know I am
I’m gonna die alone
(I’m gonna die alone)
[Verse 2]
I wear the jacket that you hate
Just to feel
Like you’re here
Pulling away
I trace the scars like rosaries
Tiny prayers
Spelled in skin
You’ll never read
[Chorus]
Hurt me in hologram
You’re everywhere I can’t touch
Reach for your pixel hands
Cutting on the empty rush
I am the almost man
Bleeding in a paper home
You don’t even know I am
I’m gonna die alone
(I’m gonna die alone, yeah)
[Bridge]
Tell me
Was I ever real
Or just a stand-in in your mind
Half-formed
Half-loved
Half-left behind
If I disappear tonight
Would the silence even shake?
Would the floorboards
Even break?
[Chorus]
Hurt me in hologram
You’re everywhere I can’t touch
Reach for your pixel hands
Cutting on the empty rush
I am the almost man
Praying to a dead ringtone
You don’t even know I am
I’m gonna die alone
(I’m gonna die alone)
I’m gonna die alone