Laughing in a Low Voice

[Verse 1]
Smile on
teeth never show
Sip water like it’s poison
and nod real slow
I’m fine
which means I’m not
Got dreams on clearance
half off the lot
Got a to‑do list titled
“Eventually”
Therapist says
“how’s your energy?”
I say
“charged up, just unplugged”
Lie so calm
it sounds like love
[Chorus]
I’m laughing in a low voice
straight face, bad choice
for anyone asking how I’ve been (don’t begin)
Jokes so dry they crack
truth sitting in the back
waving from a folding chair within
Yeah I’m funny but I’m not kidding
Every punchline
got a scar hidden
If I say “it’s cool”
read the subtext twice
I turn pain into polite advice
[Verse 2]
Inbox full
soul on mute
Step over red flags
call it “cute”
If it’s my fault
I’ll send a memo
Subject line:
“Another self‑demo”
Friends say
“bro, you overthink”
I say “sure”
and watch them sink
into the silence
awkward, thick
Truth is a joke
that never quite sticks
[Chorus]
I’m laughing in a low voice
straight face, bad choice
for anyone asking how I’ve been (don’t begin)
Jokes so dry they crack
truth sitting in the back
waving from a folding chair within
Yeah I’m funny but I’m not kidding
Every punchline
got a scar hidden
If I say “it’s cool”
read the subtext twice
I turn pain into polite advice
[Bridge]
Give me calm chaos
quiet collapse
Clap on the one
for my relapse (hey)
If I ever say
“I’m over this”
just know
that’s the setup
before I twist
[Chorus]
I’m laughing in a low voice
straight face, bad choice
for anyone asking how I’ve been (don’t begin)
Jokes so dry they crack
truth sitting in the back
waving from a folding chair within
Yeah I’m funny but I’m not kidding
Every punchline
got a scar hidden
When the floor drops out
I don’t even fuss
I just shrug
and say “this tracks for us”

rap, Moody electro-trap hybrid with male vocals, dark bell arps over sparse piano and a sticky funk groove. Verses ride a swung trap beat with wobbly bass growls and clipped rap delivery; sly, deadpan sarcasm and dry punchlines. Chorus opens wider with bright brass stabs and layered hooks, then everything swells into a massive, distorted low-end drop for the final refrain., electro, funk, low