Seasons

As you swore to me that I was more than every mile behind

Guess you must have had a change of heart

Somewhere down the line

'Cause your voice grew quiet right as you passed my exit sign

Kept on going straight and left our future at the light

Now I’m caught between my sorrow and the blame I push away

And memories still linger even when I numb the pain

And I’m terrified of weather ‘cause I see you in the rain

Doc said I should travel, but the world don’t feel the same

And I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the cold

And I saw your mom, but she acted like I’m gone

And maybe it’s on me, but I just play along

I’ll drink too much ‘til my friends make it back home

And I dream each night of some version of you

That I couldn’t keep, but I never lost too

Now you're just footprints that fade from my view

And I’m split in half, but that'll have to do

So I thought if I could bury all the bad beneath the good

Maybe I could break the cycle like I always said I would

But I lost my sense of humor when I lost the way you laughed

You once called me forever, now you still don’t call me back

And I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the cold

And I saw your mom, but she acted like I’m gone

And maybe it’s on me, but I just play along

I’ll drink too much ‘til my friends make it back home

And I dream each night of some version of you

That I couldn’t keep, but I never lost too

Now you're just footprints that fade from my view

And I’m split in half, but that'll have to do

Oh, that'll have to do

My other half was you

I pray this hurt is passing through

But I doubt it

And I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the cold

And I saw your mom, but she acted like I’m gone

And maybe it’s on me, but I just play along

I’ll drink too much ‘til my friends make it back home

And I dream each night of some version of you

That I couldn’t keep, but I never lost too

Now you're just footprints that fade from my view

And I’m split in half, but that'll have to do