Yeah…
Don’t judge me for the way I survive.
You don’t know what my silence feels like.
Verse 1
Tiptoe in a house that ain’t mine
Keep my laughter low - my sparkle offline
Got a wild side - pacing in a cage
Made me smile - put me back on stage.
A laugh feels like escape,
I don’t ask questions - I just take.
Little sparks to feel alive -
Even if they fade by night.
I know the lines I shouldn’t cross -
But attention fuels my oxygen loss.
Playing fearless when I’m breaking down,
You stand loyal, I respect it now.
But damn - I needed that moment.
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Not tryna steal, not tryna stay
Just needed color in my gray
You saw right through my camouflage. -- big dawg - I was hiding behind the fog
I flirt like it’s medicine -
Create heat just to breathe.
You saw through the game I play -
Still let me laugh and be me.
Verse 2
Heartbeat racing when you said,
“You doing too much” — yeah that hit my chest.
Put my reflection in the mirror - gotta face what I tuck away
Chorus
Maybe I ain’t wild - just starved for play
Maybe I ain’t wrong - just want it to stay
Maybe “Big Dawg” was never you,
Maybe it was me -- breaking through........
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Big Dawg… saw behind the mask
Big Dawg… didnt have to ask
Big Dawg… never crossed that line
Big Dawg - gave me a piece of time
Just being me - is that a crime?
I like how that - laugh hit back
How you said my name — you felt my craft
No pressure — I am the heat
Confidence heavy - energy deep
Big Dawg meet - certified freak.
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I dont want wrong - cause it feels so right.
The fire, the spark - why does it excite
Its like - it melts - drippin outta me - i wanna feel - thoughts of you inside of me.
I love it when you stop yourself - aaaggghhhhh oooooo, - no, dont stop.
Pressure in the air, feel the beat drop.
Wanna say more - but loyaltys at your core.
Desire loud - when the silence creep
Craving passion - that run this deep
No villain here — just learning me
Finding freedom in the energy.
Dont judge me.
NeuronZesty29
