Broken heart never heals

I am exhausted from moving forward on my journey.

I am exhausted mentally and physically.

I am exhausted from smiling, I am exhausted from laughing.

I can no longer be happy.

I can no longer smile.

I can no longer laugh.

Why would I laugh when I am not happy?

Why would I smile when I am not happy?

I am scattered, at the bottom.

I am broken, in pieces.

I am lost, lost.

I am broken into pieces.

I am scattered into crumbs