I’m going to tell you the honest truth how I feel about you. I love you so much even through everything that’s happened. You are still my world my peace my everything my rock. I don’t think you know how much I really do. Love you. There’s only there’s only one person I want to spend the rest of my life with I don’t want to start over. Everyone I’ve talked to keeps telling me what if you did start over maybe that would be the beginning of something new… new life new happiness. I listen to them. I hear them out… but I tell them that’s not me that I love you so goddamn much that when I love! I love with everything I have! i’m not giving up on our love I never have and I never will and people tell me that after everything that’s happened I’m strong by not giving up and saying fuck it! I admit things got so fucked up these past few months. I understand how you feel. I don’t blame you. But nobody’s perfect not me not you. We both made mistakes in this relationship that we wish never happened, but we need to put all that behind us and build that love that bond that honeymoon love we once had the mistakes we’ve made don’t make us bad people just makes us human shit happens. We just have to learn to put that behind us cause real love is rare we just have to learn from our mistakes and fix them never do them again. I understand life is hard and I get it. Shit wasn’t the best these past few months. I understand that I might have to go away for a while and for that I’m sorry that things ended up the way they did like. I said everyone makes mistakes but that just makes us human. Not bad people just human. Nobody’s perfect. We need to rebuild our bond, our love our everything and all our mistakes has only one problem that caused it. Alcohol pain stress, so let’s rebuild it stronger than I ever was in love like we’re supposed to love, but there’s no reason for us to take a break. How are we supposed to rebuild if we take a break love not all about happiness. There’s pain is happiness stress.
Real love is what we do after the fact, fix it make the love stronger than it has ever been before and the only way to do that is to cut out all negativity and distractions in our lives just now you mean everything to me and I know deep down inside I mean everything to you That is exactly how I feel.
