Feel everything/Feel Nothing

I walk in rooms and I feel it all

Every shift, every rise and fall

Like their hearts are inside my chest

But mine won’t ever let me rest

I read the air like it’s black and white

Know what’s wrong but I stay quiet

Fix their world, ignore my own

Make sure they’re good, I’ll hurt alone

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I care too deep

It’s killing me

But if I stop

Who would I be?

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I feel everything, then nothing at all

One second I’m fine, next second I fall

I give and I give till there’s nothing left

Still somehow I’m failing the test

If you’re like me, you don’t say it out loud

You just smile while you’re breaking down

Yeah we look okay, but we’re barely holding on

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Overthinking every little change

Every tone feels like it’s my blame

If they pull back, I pull apart

Like I’m too much with a fragile heart

I try so hard to be understood

But it gets twisted like it always does

So I just sit with it, let it stay

Cause explaining never goes my way

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I don’t wanna feel this much

But I don’t wanna lose that touch

Cause it’s the only thing that makes me… me

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I feel everything, then nothing at all

I’m the one they lean on when they fall

But who do I go to when I break?

How much more of me can I take?

If you feel this, just know somehow

You’re not alone in it right now

Even if nobody sees it

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I feel everything…

But does anyone feel me?