Faded bliss

Im so fuckin faded this shits overrated there's gotta be more than this! I go to the bottle because I feel hollow, my ignorance is bliss! I feel like I'm jaded because she betrayed me, how do i get past this?! I just want to be myself again! I just want to feel some peace again! Why can't I let go of her sin! Will we ever be okay again?! All I do is over think, when I do I fuckin drink, just want to be myself again, but the life I lived she was in. Betrayal has brought me down, will I ever rise again? Her regrets are my pain, the images drive me insane! Will we ever be whole again? When will all this pain just end?! Please God help us rise again!!!

Heal my heart and shield my thoughts, keep me here far from fear, her eyes opened, my eyes forward, help me live this life and let love win, help me to forgive her sin! Fuck the past, let's make this last! I'm sick of this pain, im going insane, the devil himself is who's to blame! God help us rise again! I know she's sorry, I know her heart, she know she tore my heart apart. It's time to heal, time to try, our love got hurt but will never die!