Not mine

Love with a man that’s not mine, if only he knew what this is doing to me, God please help me cause this could end badly. I’m in love with a man that is not mine,

Still somehow you’re on my heart and on my mind.

Every time I try to let you go,

Something pulls me back, and I don’t even know.

You call me when the night gets lonely,

Tell me you miss me like you really know me.

But when the morning comes, reality reminds me—

I can’t call you mine, even when you’re beside me.

I hate that I want you,

I hate that I care,

’Cause loving somebody

Who isn’t fully there

Is a different kind of pain

That nobody sees…

’Cause you’re close enough to touch,

But you’re never really with me.

I’m in love with a man that is not mine…

And maybe that’s the hardest love I’ll ever find.