Never enough

Never Enough

Verse 1

Every morning starts the same,

Trying to outrun yesterday.

I wear a smile that’s stitched together,

But it falls apart by the end of the day.

I’m fighting battles you can’t see,

A war that’s raging inside of me.

I’m trying to be the man you need,

But somehow I still can’t breathe.

Pre-Chorus

I swear I’m giving everything I’ve got,

Picking up the pieces every time I drop.

But every step I take feels like I’m standing still,

Trying to heal a wound no one else can feel.

Chorus

‘Cause my depression keeps pulling me under,

My anxiety shakes me like thunder.

I’m trying so hard just to be better,

But somehow it’s never enough, never enough.

You hold against me what I can’t control,

Like these storms are something that I chose.

Instead of standing by my side through the fight,

I’m left alone in the middle of the night.

Verse 2

You only see the things I miss,

Not every battle that I win.

You never hear the silent prayers,

Or all the times I don’t give in.

I’m exhausted from proving my worth,

Wondering what my life’s really worth.

I keep reaching out with empty hands,

Hoping someday you’ll understand.

Bridge

Sometimes the silence gets so loud,

It drowns every hopeful sound.

And I wonder if disappearing

Would finally quiet all this pain.

But deep inside there’s still a spark,

A tiny light inside the dark.

It’s weak, it’s shaking, barely alive,

But somehow it’s telling me to survive.

Final Chorus

My depression keeps pulling me under,

My anxiety steals my color.

Still I’m trying every single day,

Even when I lose my way.

Maybe I’m not broken beyond repair,

Maybe I just need someone there.

Someone who won’t leave when I fall apart,

Someone who’ll believe in my heart.

Outro

If tomorrow finds me here again,

I’ll keep fighting through the pain.

Because even when I can’t believe it’s true,

I’m still hoping there’s a reason to make it through.