[Intro – Lofi R&B instrumental, airy pads + soft electric keys]
[soft, breathy male vocal]
Too many nights, too many calls
I laugh it off, but I’m feeling small
Another plan, another ride
I’m burning out but I still smile
[Verse 1 – Melodic rap, male]
Half-awake, but I’m still down to go
Another drink, another inside joke
I’m drowning in all these friendly waves
But deep down I need a quiet space
Scrolling through my phone like “where’s my head at?”
Half the time I fake it just to blend back
Don’t wanna ghost them, but I’m fading slow
Wish I could just tell ‘em no
[Pre-Chorus – Breathy melodic male vocal]
I know they mean well, I really do
But my chest feels heavy, I’m see-through
Guess I’ll play along, but I know
By midnight I’ll wanna go
[Chorus – Dream pop, layered male vocal]
Too many plans, I’m crashing down
I need some peace but I can’t say it loud
If I disappear, would they even know?
Or just laugh it off and let me go?
Call it a night, I’ll call it a day
Too much noise, I’ll fade away
[Instrumental Break]
[Introspective emo trap beat]
[deep 808s + reverb guitar]
[Verse 2 – Melodic rap, male]
Another invite, but I’m not there
Smiling pics, I’m just blank stare
"Where you at?" blowing up my phone
I’m in my room, but I’m not alone
Overthinking every word I send
Tell myself “I’ll try again”
But deep down, I just need rest
Not another night of faking my best
[Pre-Chorus – Breathy melodic male vocal]
I know they mean well, I really do
But my chest feels heavy, I’m see-through
Guess I’ll play along, but I know
By midnight I’ll wanna go
[Chorus – Dream pop, layered male vocal]
Too many plans, I’m crashing down
I need some peace but I can’t say it loud
If I disappear, would they even know?
Or just laugh it off and let me go?
Call it a night, I’ll call it a day
Too much noise, I’ll fade away
[Bridge – Soft falsetto male vocal]
[lo-fi R&B groove]
I don’t hate the love, I don’t hate the crowd
But I miss the quiet, the world turned down
And maybe next week I’ll feel alright
But tonight, I’ll hide from the light
[Final Chorus – Emotional, layered male vocal]
Too many plans, I’m crashing down
I need some peace but I can’t say it loud
If I disappear, would they even know?
Or just laugh it off and let me go?
Call it a night, I’ll call it a day
Too much noise, I’ll fade away
[Outro – Ambient pads + distant guitar]
(fading vocal)
Yeah… I’ll fade away…
DreamyCow
