I wake up with wet shoes on a floor of glass every promise I touched turned into mud in my hands your words got sharp edge’s they cut when I breathe I keep smiling for hours then I fall back underneath I keep counting the cracks in the ceiling above I keep tasting the truth like rust in my blood if I reach for the top you will pull me down slow and my own mind goes dark where I cannot go I’m drowning in lies hold my head up high I’m drowning in lies sinking again tell me where the shore is tell me where it ends my phone keeps on glowing with a face I don’t trust every I’m fine I send turns to smoke and dust the mirror looks tired like it knows my name I wear my calm like a coat but it leaks just the same I keep counting the cracks in the ceiling above I keep tasting the truth like rust in my blood if I reach for the top you pull me down slow and my own mind goes dark where I cannot go I’m drowning in lies drowning in lies I’m sinking again sinking again tell me where the shore is tell me where it ends if I say I’m okay can you hear the break could you stay in the room while the black water takes I don’t need a speech i don’t need a cure just a hand on my wrist till I feel less unsure I’m drowning in lies drowning in lies hold my head up high I’m drowning in lies I’m sinking again tell me where the shore is tell me where it ends