[Intro] Yeah Eyes red, smile fake Still that problem Still that prize [Verse 1] Wake up, hate it here Scroll ‘til my thumbs feel weird Brain like a busted mirror Every thought cracked, every fear near Got ghosts in my group chat Blue ticks, no callbacks Therapist say "you’re strong" I laugh like "who asked?" I been on my last nerve Since like 2012 Wanna disappear, but Still stuntin’ on ‘em all [Chorus] Bad bitch energy, pain in my pedigree Cry in the bathroom, walk out like "remember me?" Mascara muddy, heart feelin’ ugly But I’m still that one, you can’t touch me Don’t care if I make it, don’t care if I break it Dead inside, still fine, yeah I’ll fake it Life keep swingin’, I swing back lazily Sad as hell, still serving bad bitch energy [Verse 2] Mood swing, mood drop Lip gloss, pill pop Self-hate, crop top Dead dreams, screenshot Mama say "pray more" I say "I tried that" Bible on the nightstand Razor in the night bag Friends say "text me" I leave ‘em on read They don’t wanna hear shit They just scared I end up dead So I joke ‘bout it, choke ‘bout it Laugh ‘til it hurt my ribs If I vanish in my feelings Who gon’ babysit your kids? [Chorus] Bad bitch energy, pain in my pedigree Cry in the bathroom, walk out like "remember me?" Mascara muddy, heart feelin’ ugly But I’m still that one, you can’t touch me Don’t care if I make it, don’t care if I break it Dead inside, still fine, yeah I’ll fake it Life keep swingin’, I swing back lazily Sad as hell, still serving bad bitch energy [Bridge] If I crash out, black out Who gon’ really miss me? Same ones that clown me Postin’ long-ass RIPs So I stay here, stay sick Middle finger lipstick If I’m going out I’m going out wicked (yeah) [Chorus] Bad bitch energy, pain in my pedigree Cry in the bathroom, walk out like "remember me?" Mascara muddy, heart feelin’ ugly But I’m still that one, you can’t touch me Don’t care if I make it, don’t care if I break it Dead inside, still fine, yeah I’ll fake it Life keep swingin’, I swing back lazily Sad as hell, still serving bad bitch energy

rap, Dark trap beat with distorted 808s and skittering hi-hats, female vocals switching between dead-eyed rap and haunting melodic hooks. Verses stay close and conversational, almost whispered, then the hook explodes with stacked gang vocals and wide reverb. Sparse piano stabs and eerie pads creep in on the bridge, drums drop for a bar then slam back for the final chorus., female vocals

Bad Bitch Meltdown