Since I was little, I've held a gun tight,
Dragging corpses on roads, lost in the night.
I was alive, but my loved ones were gone,
Enemies still breathing, while I fight on.
Every night’s a nightmare, days filled with pain,
Love's in the shadows, while my foes remain.
The souls of my friends whisper soft in my ear,
Caught in a cycle, drowning in fear.
Torture at night, my mask wears a smile,
"I'm happy, I'm happy!" but it's all just a trial.
Lying to others, my feelings concealed,
A burden I carry, my heart never healed.