one last time

I don’t reach out…

But some nights, the silence hits different.

It’s past two and I’m wide awake again,

Lyin’ to myself like I’m over it.

I’ve been out, I’ve been busy, I’ve been trying…

But certain names still sit heavy on your chest.

I don’t want you back — it’s not like that,

I just miss who we were before it all snapped.

We went from talking every night

To acting like we never meant a thing, and it’s sad.

I hate that missing you feels normal,

And healing feels like it’s taking forever.

I swear I moved on…

But some memories hit too clever.

I’d give it all

Just to feel your arms around me for a minute,

Just to hear your voice soft and real—no distance.

I’d risk the fall,

Even if it leaves me breaking again…

’Cause part of me still reaches out for your hands.

I’d give it all…

Even if it’s wrong.

Even if you’re gone.

I don’t talk about you, but you show up

In the songs, in the places, in the quiet stuff.

I don’t crave the past — I just hate endings,

Especially the ones where nobody says enough.

We weren’t perfect, we weren’t easy,

But we had moments that still feel real.

Sometimes I wish we ended softer…

But life don’t care how you feel.

I keep telling myself I’m healing,

But some days it’s just pretending.

And yeah, I’m stronger now…

But I’m still human in the evenings.

I’d give it all

Just to feel your arms around me for a minute,

Just to hear your voice soft and real—no distance.

I’d risk the fall,

Even if it leaves me breaking again…

’Cause part of me still reaches out for your hands.

I’d give it all…

Even if it’s wrong.

Even if you’re gone.

Maybe we were right people, wrong timing,

Maybe we cared but stopped trying.

Either way, I still feel it sometimes…

Not love — just the weight of what we lost.

I’d give it all

For one more second where it didn’t feel so distant,

Just one moment that reminded me you once listened.

I’d risk the fall,

Even knowing it’d hurt like it did back then…

’Cause some ties don’t cut clean even when they end.

I’d give it all…

But we can’t go back.

And that’s what hurts the most.