[Verse 1]
Coffee gone cold on the counter
Ink bleeding out of a list I won't do
You said you were fine
Then you folded
Like a letter you never meant to send through
Your coat's still hanging by the doorway
Dust in the sleeves
Like it’s waiting on you
I talk to the walls when it’s quiet
They answer in echo
They sound just like you
[Chorus]
I keep your ashes on the window
Let the morning draw your outline in the dust
Every sunrise feels like begging
For a version of us I can trust
I keep your ashes on the window
Watching everything we promised slowly rust
I’m screaming at the sky you left behind
But it never answers back about us
[Verse 2]
I drive past the house where we started
White paint peeling like the year that we broke
Your laugh in the yard
Then the sirens
Then silence that settled in my throat
Friends say I "seem a lot better"
They don't see me counting all the ways I’m not
Wearing your shirt in the kitchen
Pretending I’m someone you never forgot
[Chorus]
I keep your ashes on the window
Let the morning draw your outline in the dust
Every sunrise feels like begging
For a version of us I can trust
I keep your ashes on the window
Watching everything we promised slowly rust
I’m screaming at the sky you left behind
But it never answers back about us
[Bridge]
Did you find that quiet you were chasing? (yeah)
Did the weight finally fall from your hands?
'Cause I'm here with the ghosts and the spaces
Trying to forgive what I don't understand
[Chorus]
I keep your ashes on the window
Let the morning draw your outline in the dust
Every sunrise feels like begging
For a version of us I can trust
I keep your ashes on the window
Watching everything we promised slowly rust
And I'll keep breaking on this bedroom floor
Till I learn to let go of us