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[Intro – low, intimate]
(breathy, almost spoken)
Ooh…
Yeah…
Verse 1
Been running in circles I don’t recognize
Sleeping for hours but I’m dead inside
I carry these secrets like bricks in my chest
Smile in the mirror, but I’m still a mess
I tried to be solid, tried to be strong
But somewhere between right and wrong
I lost the part of me that knew my name
Now I just numb it out, hoping it fades
Pre-Chorus
I feel it creeping up my spine
Every bad habit, every wasted night
I keep saying I’ll be fine
But I don’t even know who I am tonight
Chorus
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
Yeah, I’ve been gone way too long
I’m looking like somebody else
Somebody I don’t know
I don’t know…
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I’m tired of carrying this alone
Can somebody take my place
Just for a while
I’m worn out
Trying to live this life
Verse 2
Feels like there’s no door out of this room
Just a thousand reasons to stay confused
I burned myself trying to feel okay
Now every white lie’s catching flames
Ain’t nobody ever fooled me worse
Than the voice in my head when it hurts
I keep chasing peace in the wrong damn places
Yeah, I know better — still I chase it
Pre-Chorus 2
These walls are closing in on me
Every step feels heavier
I swear I’m trying just to breathe
But I’m sinking deeper
Chorus
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
Yeah, I’ve been gone way too long
I’m looking like somebody else
Somebody I don’t know
I don’t know…
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I’m tired of carrying this alone
Can somebody take my place
Just for a while
I’m worn out
Trying to live this life
[Bridge – half-time, spoken/sung]
I don’t feel sad, I don’t feel mad
That’s what scares me the most
I’ve been numb so long
I forgot how hope feels
I ain’t chasing highs
I ain’t running from pain
I just wanna feel like myself again
Yeah… just myself again
[Final Chorus – BIG, gospel-layered]
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I’ve been lost way too long
I’m turning into someone
I don’t even know
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I swear I’m trying to find my way back
If there’s still a piece of me left
I hope he’s waiting
Yeah…
[Outro – stripped back]
Ooh…
So here’s to the man I used to be
Yeah…
Hope he’s still inside of me
Details
GeneratedJan 26, 2026
Duration3:57
LanguageEnglish
Style
Soul-pop / modern gospel-tinged confession,male ,raspy soulful tenor
Credits
Prompt by
Tonenico
TonenicoModelAria v5
