Struggles

When I need to be alone I will go to my special place that nobody knows where I feel free to let myself go

facing this evil that burns my heart and soul. Packing I bring my resentment my pain all the emotion I cannot explain

That's where I found you you filled the hole she's Myself and I on that lonely Dusty Highway I needed somewhere to go to take my troubles on I don't want him to see me cry he will never know I am carrying all this weight dealing with all the pressures to be a good girlfriend and good wife and mom no signs can show on my face he asks me if I'm okay I just flash a smile and say I'm okay so

when I need to be alone that's where to my special place that nobody knows on that lonely Dusty Highway

okay fire up and take me away going through all these emotions with every step and every mile I tried my best to teach everyone I know and teach everything that happened in my life

So when I need to be alone that's where to my special place that nobody knows on that lonely Dusty Highway

.But as a woman when the only flowers that you will get is when you're 6 ft under on the day you die

I think I feel the pain that my Grandma fell it's finally sinking in looking back at all I see is her eyes if the walls could talk she would talk through the wall from heaven I bet she would say it's not your fault you tried your hardest

So when I need to be alone I will go to my special place that nobody knows where I feel free to let myself go to face the evil that burns my heart and soul I bring my resentment I pack my pain all the emotions I cannot explain on that lonely Dusty Road

You can bring a horse to water but you can't make them drink you're a woman enough you are strong enough so stand up for yourself

So when I need to be alone that's where to my special place that nobody knows on that lonely Dusty Highway

I can't hide myself I don't expect you to understand I hope I can explain what it is to be a woman. It is a lonely road and they do not care what you do it's not about how you feel but what you provide inside that home being a woman is what you make it you can't always have expectations you try to please everybody so you struggle to make it so you fake it come you compromise out of situations as a good woman do what you should woman I give everything I could you might find your self feeling alone inside that house you don't recognize it's your home.

So when I need to be alone I will go to my special place that nobody knows where I feel free to let things go to face my evil that burns my heart and soul I bring my resentments I pack my pain all the emotion I cannot explain on that lonely Dusty Highway

So when I need to be alone that's where to my special place that nobody knows on that lonely Dusty Highway