All The Way To Almost Hate You

[Verse 1]
You crash at my place, then you crash my mood
Say you’re just tired, but you’re so damn rude
You know every button, yeah, you press them slow
Then you climb in my hoodie like you’ll never go
We start with a joke, end up starting a war
You say that you’re leaving, you’re back at my door
I’m losing myself while I’m holding your hand
You call it romance, I call it a scam
[Chorus]
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way
Every time you hurt me
I just beg you, baby, stay
You’re my favorite habit
That I swear I’m gonna break
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way (all the way)
[Verse 2]
You’re scrolling my phone, see a girl from June
You turn up the drama, turn down the room
Throw all of my clothes in a suitcase pile
Then you pull me in shaking, start to kiss my smile
You’re crying you’re sorry, then you twist the knife
Say I’m the best worst thing in your life
We’re hugging and cursing at the same damn time
We’re too intertwined, yeah, we blur the line
[Chorus]
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way
Every time you hurt me
I just beg you, baby, stay
You’re my favorite habit
That I swear I’m gonna break
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way (all the way)
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m addicted to the way you break me
Maybe I’m afraid of who I am if you replace me
I keep saying “never,” then you’re in my bed again
We’re poison and medicine
[Chorus]
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way
Every time you hurt me
I just beg you, baby, stay
You’re my favorite habit
That I swear I’m gonna break
I can’t hate you
But I wanna love you all the way (all the way)

rap, Moody emo-trap beat with detuned bells, filtered guitars, and deep male vocals sitting upfront. Verses stay intimate and confessional, then the chorus hits harder with stacked low harmonies and tuned ad-libs. Subby bass glues everything together; sparse piano notes drop in on the bridge for extra ache before the final hook swells and fades., vocal, emo, deep, male vocals