[Intro]
[low vocal register]
Nails in my veins
Phone full of ghosts
Name on the screen
I let it rot
[Verse 1]
Twenty missed calls
I stare at the wall, don’t answer shit
Ash in my lungs
I’m choking on every word you said, bitch
Mirror cracked up
My face in the shards, I’m a glitch
Every “forever” you fed me
Turns to a rope that I twist
I’m pacing holes in the ground
Heart in a chokehold, dragging me down
Friends say “you’ll heal”
I’m like “fuck that, you don’t feel what I feel”
[Chorus]
[choir swells behind screams]
I’m broken on the bathroom floor
Blood on the tiles, can’t take much more
You ripped my heart out, left it at the door
Screaming your name till my fucking throat’s sore
I’m broken on the bathroom floor
[Verse 2]
Pills by the sink
I line ‘em up like I’m loading a clip
Thoughts in my head
Keep yelling “end it,” they never quit
I punch the wall till my knuckles split
Red on the paint, yeah, we finally fit
You moved on fast, post a new pic
I’m in the dark, you lookin’ lit
Sleep won’t come, just static and rage
I’m fighting my mind like a war in a cage
Therapist talk, but the words feel fake
So I drown that noise in another heartbreak
[Bridge]
[growled vocals, distant choir boys]
I hate that I miss you
I hate that I breathe
I hate every memory
Clawed in my teeth
I hate that I need you
To feel like I’m real
I’d tear out my chest
Just to not fucking feel
[Chorus]
[Chorus]