My scars

I’ve made mistakes , but lately my heart wonders, will I catch a break, and provide my kids a life beyond their wonders, have I made it through the storm of course there are some things I’m gonna have to choose , can god hear me know or am I the way of my life somehow, i thought that he loved me dearly , but somehow I’m under his foot on the ground, how come everyone who loves me has used and abused me somehow and how come everyone who loved me , are buried 6 ft in the ground

These are my scars I hope the world would here me somehow, through hard times I must say this I love the rain because it makes the sun shine somehow, it bares grass and flowers that bloom the fruit of life is you (is you)

I’m gonna get up and make a change clean my house and make myself presentable now, do things that make me feel good , so my children get a happier me and be proud , I’m gonna stop holding on to pain I know I got this far off ambition and my crown I had to show up for me because no one will love me like me and if I can’t love me first how can I love my kids , stop holding on to the lies and pain and learn how to live again

These are my scars I hope the world would here me somehow, through hard times I must say this I love the rain because it makes the sun shine somehow, it bares grass and flowers that bloom the fruit of life is you (is you)

(Kids choir )

These are my scars I hope the world would here me somehow, through hard times I must say this I love the rain because it makes the sun shine somehow, it bares grass and flowers that bloom the fruit of life is you (is you)