[Spoken Intro – Haunting Keys, Voice Reflective]
You ever been in a room full of people,
and still feel like you disappeared?
Not ‘cause they ain’t love you…
But ‘cause you ain’t recognize who you was anymore.
Yeah… that’s what this one’s about.
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[Hook – Slow Trap Bounce, Emotional Melody]
I was losin’ me while I tried to be solid
Pain in my gut, but I kept shit polished
Smiles for the fam, war in my chest
Whole lotta love, but still feel less
Mirror don’t lie, I was dead in the glance
Tryna hold on, but I slipped from my stance
Ain’t nobody take me, I gave me away
Now I’m tryna find that kid I betrayed
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[Verse 1 – Internal Conflict, Explicit and Raw]
I been numb, I been low, I been lost in me
Wasn’t drugs, wasn’t jail — it was mentally
I could feel all the ghosts in my chest at night
Tellin’ me “quit,” tryna cut out the light
Played the role, yeah, I wore that mask
Told jokes, cracked smiles, while the hurt went fast
Inside, I was hollow, no roots, just floatin’
Even in love, I felt frozen, broken
Grew up strong, yeah, they built me tough
But nobody teach how to bleed in the rough
I ain’t scared to die — I was scared to fade
Scared I’d forget the real me I made
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[Hook – Stronger Delivery, Still Hurt]
I was losin’ me while I tried to be solid
Pain in my gut, but I kept shit polished
Smiles for the fam, war in my chest
Whole lotta love, but still feel less
Mirror don’t lie, I was dead in the glance
Tryna hold on, but I slipped from my stance
Ain’t nobody take me, I gave me away
Now I’m tryna find that kid I betrayed
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[Verse 2 – Self-Reflection With Fire Inside]
I remember days I ain’t talk to myself
Scrollin’ through pics like, “who is this help?”
Had people checkin’ but I ducked they calls
‘Cause I ain’t wanna cry when I faced those walls
I’d look in the smoke just to see my shape
Tryna breathe through the guilt and the fuckin’ hate
People said “you blessed” — I ain’t feel that shit
I was walkin’ through hell just tryna commit
But I ain’t break, I just cracked for a while
Lost in the dark, couldn’t feel my style
Now I’m searchin’, diggin’, buildin’ again
Tryna pull that soul out from deep within
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[Hook – Final Hook, Voice Gritty and Honest]
I was losin’ me while I tried to be solid
Pain in my gut, but I kept shit polished
Smiles for the fam, war in my chest
Whole lotta love, but still feel less
Mirror don’t lie, I was dead in the glance
Tryna hold on, but I slipped from my stance
Ain’t nobody take me, I gave me away
Now I’m tryna find that kid I betrayed
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[Outro – Calm, Deep Voice with Echo FX]
It wasn’t the world that killed me…
It was me… forgettin’ who I was.
But I’m comin’ back.
Slow… but I’m comin’ back.
Always systematic