[Verse 1]
Text read “seen”
Left me on that screen
I been staring at this ceiling
Like it might answer me
Cold food on the counter
Didn’t touch my plate
Got my friends at the door
But I told ‘em “too late”
Scroll feeds, see love
It just feel like a scam
They got smiles in their pictures
I got pills in my hand
Mama call, I decline
Say I’m “busy with work”
Really I’m busy with
Trying not to get hurt
[Chorus]
I put love in a room in my hoodie
Zip it up tight so it never really show
Everybody say “you good?” I say “truly”
But I’m lying through my teeth
And you’ll never really know
Yeah, I drown in the dark when it’s quiet
Every laugh that I fake feel violent
I put love in a room in my hoodie
‘Cause my heart can’t handle getting broke
[Verse 2]
Therapist say “talk”
I just nod at the floor
Got a storm in my chest
Can’t fit through the door
Every “how you been?”
Sound like “you still alive?”
I just shrug, say “fine”
That’s a rehearsed reply
Used to dream ‘bout a future
We was picking out names
Now I wake up at noon
Try forgetting your face
All the “forevers” you whispered
Still ring in my skull
You walked out in one moment
Left the silence full
[Chorus]