Verse 1:
Everything I own just fades away
Like dust in wind at the break of day
Gone before I even say goodbye
No warning, no reason why
The people, the places, the things I hold
Disappear like stories never told
Every moment just slips through my hands
Like water soaking through the sand
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Chorus:
Why does it feel like I’m cursed to lose?
Every time I win, I pay my dues
I try to hope, I try to pray
But it all just goes away
Like it never was, like it never stayed
I stand here still, just watch it fade
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Verse 2:
I build my world on steady ground
But somehow it all comes crashing down
Even when I smile and say, “I'm fine”
The silence screams between the lines
I hold my breath, I make a vow
But fate just laughs and knocks me down
No answers come, no signs appear
Just this echo I always hear
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Chorus (repeat):
Why does it feel like I’m cursed to lose?
Every time I win, I pay my dues
I try to hope, I try to pray
But it all just goes away
Like it never was, like it never stayed
I stand here still, just watch it fade
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Bridge:
And I don’t speak, I barely move
Frozen by a pain I can’t prove
Watching dreams just pass me by
Too tired now to even cry
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Final Chorus (softer, emotional):
Why does it feel like I’m meant to break?
Every good thing turns out fake
I try to live, I try to stay
But it all just fades away
Like it never was, like it never stayed
I’m just a shadow in the shade