Midnight Back

Mm… yeah

I hate this part

Still hear your keys in the door, but you gone

(I hate that I still wait for that sound…)

You flickered on like lights I ain’t pay for

Touched my pain like nobody did before

We was high, we was hush, we was “baby, don’t rush”

Now I’m ghostin’ your ghost in my old Ford truck

Friends say, “move,” but they don’t know the half

I delete your name, it still autocorrects back

Sleepin’ in your hoodie, cryin’ to my playlist

Damn, you really made my sad sound famous

Tried to pray it out my body

But your name still hums in my bones

Tried to sage it, tried to fake it—

But I still answer my phone…

If I call your name at midnight

Would you turn around or just lie?

If I lit a flame in the sky

Would it flicker once before it died?

I don’t need an “I’m sorry” or a clean recap

Just the look you gave when you meant that

If I call your name at midnight…

Would you bring that midnight back?

We was mess, we was muse, we was God in July

Then cold like your texts in the morning light

I still rehearse that fight like a scene

But the credits roll, and it’s just me

I got options, I got pride, I got time

But I still check your Mars and your rising sign

I don’t wanna beg, I just wanna believe

That maybe you still dream of me

Tried to stitch my heart with new hands

But it still bleeds your initials

I was all in, you were half-there

Now I’m writing epistles

If I call your name at midnight

Would you whisper back through the static?

If I lit a flame in the sky

Would you watch it fall or catch it?

I don’t need you perfect, just intact

Just say the word and I’ll crawl back

If I call your name at midnight…

Would you bring that midnight back?

No cap, no shame, no filters now

Just me and the truth, and I’m sayin’ it loud

I’d trade all my healing for a little rewind

You + me in a room, no concept of time

If I call your name…

(Midnight, midnight…)

Would you call it back?

(Bring it back, bring it back…)

If I call your name…

Would you bring that midnight back?

(Hmm… yeah…)