[Verse]
Chains on my soul, but I tighten the grip
Tongue tastes the blood where my sanity slips
Dragged by the thorns, thorn-crowned for the kicks
A feast of my failure, I’m eating the pits
Every bruise, I wear it couture
Pain is the canvas, my ego’s allure
Beg for the lash, the scars keep me sure
My comfort’s the torment, I’m chasing the pure
[Chorus]
Martyr for the misery, crown me in flames
Glutton for the punishment, loving the pain
I don’t want freedom, I’m drunk on the chains
Crawling through the fire, I revel in shame
[Verse 2]
Heart’s in a chokehold, it’s begging for air
Coffin of desires, I built it with care
Dance with my demons, we’re partners in despair
They sing me a lullaby, call it a prayer
Dirt on my knees, but I worship the hurt
Sweat in the cracks where my worth’s in the dirt
Savor the sting when my tears meet the earth
Living for death, it’s my twisted rebirth
[Bridge]
Every cut, every tear, it’s my gospel, my creed
A martyr to the poison, a slave to the need
No halo, just shadows that laugh when I bleed
I’m a king in the chaos, my crown made of greed