[Verse 1]
I learned to speak in smaller words
Shrank my laugh
Hid every urge
Pulled my colors into gray
Smiled on cue
Then backed away
They passed scripts across the table
"Say it soft
Be cute
Be grateful"
So I folded like a note
Tucked my name inside my throat
[Pre-Chorus]
But in the quiet
I hear her breathing
The girl I buried keeps on beating
Every "should" becomes a shackle on my feet
[Chorus]
I'm coming off the leash tonight
If I lose the world
I'll keep my light
If I stand alone
At least I'm standing as my own
Let the shadows say what they will say
I won't fit inside their frame
If the cost of truth is being cast aside
I'll pay it
I'm finally mine
[Verse 2]
They only loved the tilted mask
Praised the lie
Ignored the cracks
Told me "brave" but meant "behave"
Dressed my doubts up as a phase
I wore comfort like a collar
Traded life for smaller offers
Every mirror staged a trial
Every step was self-denial
[Pre-Chorus]
But every secret swells like thunder
Splits the ceiling
Tears it under
All their rules feel paper-thin against my skin
[Chorus]
I'm coming off the leash tonight
If I lose the world
I'll keep my light
If I stand alone
At least I'm standing as my own
Let the shadows say what they will say
I won't fit inside their frame
If the cost of truth is being cast aside
I'll pay it
I'm finally mine
[Bridge]
If you turn your back
Then let it be
I won't beg for love that edits me (oh)
Every name you throw
I'll wear it proud
Every quiet room
I'll sing too loud
I was never meant to disappear
I am done rehearsing over fear
If the stage goes dark
I'll be my own spark
[Chorus]
I'm coming off the leash tonight
If I lose the world
I'll keep my light
If I stand alone
At least I'm standing as my own
Let the shadows say what they will say
I won't fold myself to stay
If the cost of truth is being cast aside
I'll pay it
(yeah, I'll pay it)
If the price is you
Then I choose me this time
I'm finally
Finally mine