The beginning

I thought I was starting to live until I met you

We talked for hours upon hours when you flew me out to meet. The first glance in the airport me running up to it’s all memories together all saved within my mind

I remember your embrace the smile on your face the happy tears leaving when I boarded that plane to leave. The way I missed you and turned right back around the next week to see you

Moving in together now you say was the biggest mistake because we argued and you cheated

We lost so much our first then second so many ups and downs

Words fell out like swords in a battle

How could I love you so much yet you love me so little

So I tried and tried and tried again only for you to want it all to end

Why I was never enough for you but she was the one who pulled you through

I suffered it all I cried those nights all the way through

You walked away so easily too

But in the beginning it was love so pure and true

I suffered and know you did to but now the ending is what you choose

But I choose you

But I choose you

You choose by pretending to care to make it through but yet you repeat what you did all the years to the lying the cheating the false securities

You promised to keep me safe but you didn’t did you

Liar liar that is all were

you push me away like I’m on fire but you are the flames the gasoline eventually you explode and blame me

Never on you always on me

But I still go back to the beginning

I still choose to love you

When will you choose to love me too

I picked you over everyone and you picked everyone over me

But I choose you

And still go back to the beginning