I don’t know what to say I feel like I said all I had to say as much as I want you I can’t make you stay so I’m letting go for me and if you feel you’d be happy without me you should go be happy I don’t want you to go but I don’t want to be triggered anymore when it comes to communicating it’s like we’re both blind but I just don’t know what to say I wish I knew what to say I wish I knew how to love you