My Meaning

i stay in my thoughts all night, wishin i could just escape this feelin

lookin for some peace in the dark, really tryna find a meaning

feelin like my hearts so heavy, can’t do nun for healin

every time i find some light, these thoughts they just keep on stealin

lost in the shadows, where my mind keeps reelin

anxiety creeps in, keeps me hidin my feelings

tryna scream out loud, but God’s helpin me fight these demons

when i find that peace, a piece of me still stuck in that feelin

i look around, nobody’s real, tryin to find a way to heal

just kneeling talkin to God and pray for him to heal

crying, prayin to God he can help me find my meanin

through the pain and the struggle, i’ll keep on believin

knowin the nights are long, i’ll keep on fightin these demons

i hope he finds peace and the pain starts fadin

through the darkest nights and the storms that may invade, i pray he fights to stay alive

man, i pray for all my enemies these nights, hope they stay away from remedies

my friends out there, streets got him hooked, dropped out, chasing highs, his future shook

i hope he finds peace and the pain starts fadin

anxiety’s got me separated from society, wishin’ i could just find some clarity, instead i’m lost in my own disparity

when the music plays, it's like therapy, calming my mind, makin me feel like i’m finally escapin

in the chaos of my thoughts, it’s the peace i been chasin