Yeah…
Mm…
I’ve been tryna breathe again…
Tryna feel again…
Lately I’ve been walking through the pieces of my old mind,
Tryna fix the places that I broke back in ’09.
Told myself that healing isn’t something you can fast-find,
But I’m tired of pretending that I’m good when I’m flatlined.
All the late nights, overthinking, I was sinking,
Staring at the ceiling, feelin’ numb but still blinking.
Everybody said that I should talk but I ain’t speakin’—
Hard to open up when all your wounds still leakin’.
And I been scared of love ’cause every love been temporary,
I done carried burdens that were never meant to carry.
I been tryna grow but all this trauma’s hereditary,
Tryna find a heaven in a place that’s kinda scary.
still wonder why the good times fade,
Why I love so hard but it slips away.
Why every time I try it’s a leap of faith…
But I’m still trying, yeah… I’m still trying.
And I just need a moment—
A moment just to breathe again.
Tryna find the reason
Why my heart don’t wanna beat again.
I’ve been in the cold so long,
Forgot what feeling heat meant…
I just need a moment,
Baby, let me breathe again.
I’ve been running from myself,
Tryna outrun all the memories.
Drinkin’ just to calm the thoughts,
Losing sleep like every week.
Told myself I’d change for real,
But change don’t ever come for free.
You can’t heal in places where
You learned how not to ever be.
I gave love to people who
Ain’t love me in the slightest,
Gave my peace to demons that
I thought would stand beside us.
Lookin’ in the mirror like,
“Maybe I’m the crisis…”
But every time I fall,
I stand back up the highest.
I still wonder why the good times fade,
Why love feels near but it drifts away.
Every time I leave, it’s a leap of faith…
But I’m still trying, yeah… I’m still trying.
And I just need a moment—
A moment just to breathe again.
Tryna find the reason
Why my heart don’t wanna beat again.
I’ve been in the cold so long,
Forgot what feeling heat meant…
I just need a moment,
Baby, let me breathe again.
I ain’t perfect, but I’m working on it…
I ain’t broken, just been hurting on it…
If I vanish, I’ll return, I promise—
Only healing if the love is honest.
Yeah…
I’ve been tryna breathe again…
Find the light I lost back then…
If I fall, I’ll rise again…
Yeah… breathe again…
VIAAVO
