[Verse 1]
Yeah
I said I’m over it
But I still scroll your name till it hurts
Friends say
"You’re better than this"
Still I’m rehearsing every dumb last word
Flat line
Typing
Delete
Rewrite it
Why do I chase what keeps me quiet?
Heart on
Silent
Still can’t hide it
You’re in my head again
[Pre-Chorus]
I hate how you make me
Love this chaos lately
Every time I say I’m fine
I’m lying
Screen light on my face at 3 am
You text “come through” and I hit send
[Chorus]
You got me breaking my phone
Just to stop myself from calling you (calling you)
I keep on letting you in
Every time you say you’re coming through (coming through)
I’m on that self-destruct
Touching your name like it’s enough
You got me breaking my
Breaking my
Breaking my phone
But I still want you
[Verse 2]
Fake tough in my close friends
Talking like I’d never go back there
But one pic from your bed sheets
And suddenly I’m halfway down the stairs
Red wine
Spilling
Excuses killing
Every boundary that I said I’d keep
Door wide
Chilling
Your hoodie filling
Every part of me I swore was free
[Pre-Chorus]
I hate how you make me
Love this chaos lately
Every time I say I’m done
I’m lying
Screen light on my face at 3 am
You text “you up?” and I hit send
[Chorus]
You got me breaking my phone
Just to stop myself from calling you (calling you)
I keep on letting you in
Every time you say you’re coming through (coming through)
I’m on that self-destruct
Touching your name like it’s enough
You got me breaking my
Breaking my
Breaking my phone
But I still want you (oh yeah)
[Bridge]
Tell me why the poison tastes like you
Why the worst nights feel brand new
I’m in pieces
On the floor
Still I’m crawling back for more (back for more)
[Chorus]
You got me breaking my phone
Just to stop myself from calling you (calling you)
I keep on letting you in
Every time you say you’re coming through (coming through)
I’m on that self-destruct
Touching your name like it’s enough
You got me breaking my
Breaking my
Breaking my phone
And I still want you