[Verse 1]
Haven’t left this room all weekend
Curtains drawn at half past noon
Empty mugs along the windowsill
Shadows crowded in this small blue room
[Chorus]
But I’m still here
Breathing slow
Counting cracks in the ceiling
Like a lifeline rope
It hurts so much
To stay
To cope
But a tiny voice keeps saying
We might be almost
Almost okay
[Verse 2]
Thoughts get loud around the midnight
Every doubt with sharpened teeth
Phone lights up with “are you sleeping?”
I type “yeah” and watch it blink and breathe
[Chorus]
But I’m still here
Breathing slow
Tracing scars in my story
Like a secret code
It hurts so much
To stay
To hope
But a tiny voice keeps saying
We might be almost
Almost okay
[Bridge]
Some days it’s a second at a time (just one)
Sip of water
Getting out of bed (that’s enough)
If this is all I manage
I’m still alive
If this is all I manage
I’m still alive (I’m still here)
[Chorus]
Yeah
I’m still here
Breathing slow
Every heartbeat a promise
I don’t fully know
It hurts so much
But I won’t let go
’Cause that tiny voice keeps saying
We might be almost
Almost okay
(Almost okay)